so many things have changed.... its almost crazy. it seems everyday something else isnt how i left it the day before. people have changed. why cant anything just stay the same? i want things to go back to the start... i miss people caring. i miss people wanting. and i miss people being real. nothing seems to stay the same. the one thing in my life that i thought would never change has, and im devistated by it. and i cant belive that it happened.